Sunday, September 05, 2004

"No, bad Naruto. You're not killing the man you're supposed to protect."
Chikusho.

When in the course of human events we set for ourselves, as seperate and independent individuals, life-consuming and -developing queries that thrive only upon gargantuan amounts of invested time and--
(31 words down and about--*dodges a thwap from Jamal* KIDDING! ^.^;)

OK, anyways, there really was a point to that. Namely, have you ever asked yourself a question years ago and waited for the answer? You knew the answer would take a long time coming, but you predicted it would be this answer, not that.
Well, it happened to me today.
I was digging around, looking for unused binders (and this little card collector/player is shifting back into just plain collector mode for a month or two; not without making notes on all the plays she's done, heh), when I stumbled on my sketchbooks from--get this--1997.

1997. I was a sophomoric sophmore in high school. I don't even remember the people I saw every day as a part of my routine from back then. >> (However, there happened to be a list of them in one of the books, and I recognize a few names, but a lot less than I'd like to admit to.)

My question to myself at the time was: would I be a fantastically fantastic artist in the future and totally put my current stuff to shame? And today, about 7 years later, I recieved my answer. Ah, answers.

Part one: Fantastically fantastic artist?
*soft, humble chuckle* Everyone else seems to think so. I'm not surprised that my attitude toward my art is just the same today as it was back then: somewhat pleased, but knowing I could do far better if I'd just put the time in. My past self would probably be amazed by my present self, and it'll be the same 7 years from now, I'll bet.

Part two: shameful current stuff?
My present self, however, was amazed with my past self. Creativity was obviously oozing out at the time (albeit cute, the whole lot of it). I had a fantastic grip on pencil shading and was working to get color under control. In self-made stuff, the proportions were out of whack in some places, but fan-made/realism stuff was...dang. Seriously. There was a (and for me to say this about me is saying a LOT, for me) near perfect facial represenation of both Jones and Smith from Men in Black. Slinky (Toy Story) got a few pages, and Disney's films (shudder) paraded here and there.

Now I know how time capsule people feel. Unsure of what the future holds, trying to predict it, then getting to that point and being...well, in my case, pleasantly surprised. It's been a great learning experience. ^_^

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