Emails and Time
Danke and arigato, Sara and Sam. I'm going to do my level best to keep in contact with you ladies--I was just gone all summer, heh. ^^;

Lately, I've noticed I have way too much free time when I don't want it, and barely enough time when I do. I'm not utilizing the time to its fullest potential, and if I waste it, I'm probably gonna lose it.

(Good news is, I wrote three and a half pages for a scene in "Avatar" last night. Bad news is, it's a scene toward the end. I need beginning stuff!)

I also feel I'm just stalling (for what or how, I don't know) until I can get to the next day or to that large chunk of free time I know is coming. I think this is what they call a rut and it's really bugging me. I need to start using this free time to apply for more potential hiring places and to find apartments.
And to just get away from my current store. Mweh.

The worst of it is whenever I'm tired or in a bad mood (because I realize I'm wasting time) or have something planned, Mom always seems to want to do something with me. I love her and all, but when she tells me I'm allowed to say "no" one minute, then gets made because I tell her "no" the next, it just leaves me confused and upset. Then the times I am available and want to go with her, she's either tired or has something else planned. Mweh. Which is why I'm looking forward to moving out--a lot less toes are going to be tread on.

Random Thought
...I feel lonely at the moment. (The house is empty and the day is young--that's all.)

"Those who do nothing to fix a problem have no reason to complain about it."