Mweh
You ever have one of those days when you just want to hide in a corner and close your eyes, persisting in the childhood belief that if you can't see them, they can't see you? Yeah...
I've been as happy as ever with life, but I get the feeling I've been making a few bad decisions over the course of the last few days. I know for sure I disappointed one person (I have to work with her today and she's almost as bad as a certain family member about making me feel miserable for not deciding to go her way), I'm about to disappoint another one by tomorrow (I have to work instead of going to a convention), and...
*blows a big raspberry*
Hate it hate it hate it.

Sometime this week, I'm moving up my availability (sooner than later, I hope), and getting out of my current job. I barely work 3o hours a week, but I'm drained by the end of each, and it's because of that -bad word- schedule they keep handing me. I'm not happy at all about Friday's double, because I'm not going to be worth anything on Sat, I'll be so exhausted.

So much I want and need to do, not enough energy or self esteem to get there. (I'm sorry, but Mom and I keep getting into minor fights, and I'm just so tired of it.)

Good day or bad day? I'll know once I see how much I get chewed out again today.