Random dramatic thoughts
I've had this feeling since late last night that I've done something wrong, that I've let somebody down.
Hard to pinpoint what: I've broken my fifth promise to Jenna in only two weeks, I haven't updated FFS in more time than that, I really need to take my money to the bank, pay my bills, and do other such stuff. There are people who've asked me to do drawings for them, stressed managers who need me to pick up, and a car that seriously needs to be taken in for its maintenance. Not to mention the family that I love but want ever so much to move away from.
And I'm stuck here feeling sorry for myself for some indeterminable reason. Maybe the feeling's one of all the above meshed together. Maybe I really have hurt someone without realizing it.
...and maybe I'm just being far too hard on myself. -_- I'm such an expert at that, so it's difficult to tell.