Oh greeeeeeeat...I'm the airheaded ditz with the hair that looks like spaghetti. >_> On the plus side, I'm a main character. ^^ Mrrrfff?

On the Outside, looking in (AKA Midnight Musing)
You know, it's funny. Not ha-ha funny, but strange funny. I picked that quiz off of an old...*sigh*...former...friend's online something or other. I kept looking for some sign that she still thought about me. Hate, love, miss, whatever.
Pathetic, really. More depressing than anything. >_>
I read somewhere that some friendships aren't meant to last a lifetime, and that hurts. Why can't they?

.....this is soooooooooo depressing. ^^;;;;; There's really nothing that I can do about it anymore. It's been such a long time. Do I miss her? Well, the funny thing is, I missed who we were--two Digimon-obsessed, Lutheran girls trying to figure out the rest of the world. And then we went two ways--compromise and none. One of us refused to give up what she believed in, one of us became...more acceptable? Which was which? Mweh.

Mindless blabble. ^^;;; Online relationships are weird. I think I'm just upset because I'm overly nervous about being a server, that TABC's gonna be there tomorrow and so catch my butt for doing the alcohol procedure wrong ("Then do it right, duh!" is the common phrase from everyone right now >_>).

And I need to remind myself to remember those friends I have now. I know a few I'm starting to lose contact with, and I'm just so afraid of going through that mess again--or maybe I'm just not caring because of that mess or--

MWEH! Need sleep. This is getting ridiculous. @_@;

I'm ok! Really, I am! ^_^