Entertaining Angels (another Newsboys song and yes, Ginny-blurb at the end)
one to another
do You remember me?
i feel so small
are You listening tonight?
so temporary
things that i have seen
i ran so far
will You take me back again?

entertaining angels
by the light of my t.v. screen
24-7 You wait for me
entertaining angels
by the time i fall to my knees
host of heaven, sing over me

one to another
the feelings in between
i won't let go
of all You taught me - alright
close as a brother
the way we used to be
i'll hold my breath
and wait for You to breathe

entertaining angels
by the light of my t.v. screen
24-7 You wait for me
entertaining angels
while the night becomes history
host of heaven, sing over me

Ginny blurb like I promised
1. "So how are you today?"
A. Good!
B. Frazzled
C. Amused
D. Mwrghhh....

The correct answer is...well, fudge, got me. It's been an emotional rollercoaster all day today (and the first guy that reads this and says, "typical female" is soooo getting smacked. ^_~)

*munches on chocolate, musing* Where in the heavens do I begin? Well, considering some of the stuff I really don't feel comfortable sharing here (because I discovered that this is equivalent to a diary, and you know how people are always ready to sneek a peek), we can leave that part out. And some of the other stuff I can't repeat because you wouldn't really understand. And still OTHER stuff would be so vague in my reference that I'd have 5 people emailing me by tomorrow, asking, "OMGaw, were you talking about ME in your blog?!?!"

Right, so just plain vent first, then the good stuff. ^^

Vent
My job is about to become responsible for me snapping. >_> Not really, but somehow or other, our server turnover got dangerously high. Normally, we run about 6o servers. We're barely holding at 3o right now. And one of the ToGo girls just quit today. Can we say stress? Mm-hmm.

Some of you that spend time with me already have already seen how spazzed out I've gotten. Some of you know that I can't spend as much time with you as I'd like (that's for online peeps, Jamsy, so put that email down, NOW, heh). And unfortunately, it's getting worse, what with the holiday season. I've pretty much told the scheduling manager that I can work a double shift on Mon, Tues, and Fridays (Sats. are debatable, Weds and Thurs nights are out, and I BETTER get a day off, so sure as heck that's gonna be Sunday--if I didn't, I know God'd yank me out of there somehow just so I could spend some time with Him. He always finds a way, so I'm not messing with that, heh.).

I still can't believe "Faith" (ToGo girl) quit. Well, sorta. She's been with us for a while, and she got a second job at--wait for it--Hooters. Yeah. *rolls eyes* Yesterday, she sent her brother (who's also a server) to me to ask if I would pick up for her Weds. night. Weds. nights are my Ministry nights--I sure as stuff ain't giving up my time with the kids, not even for money. I basically told him to tell her I had church. Well, then she walks into the middle of our Trainer's meeting (a definite no-no) to ask everyone if they could pick up. Everyone said no. Then she calls me this morning, asks me for another girl's number so she could call her, and then calls me yet AGAIN, begging me to pick up for her. Now, I may have been a pushover when I first started working at Chili's, but love...

NO MEANS NO.

"Well then, I gotta quit." She tried to guilt me into doing it. And at first, the manager at the store gave me the same sense--why wasn't I picking up? Again, I'm not going to put my job ahead of my faith, or the ministry that has expected me there every Weds. night. I'm not going to jump for a girl who waits till the last minute to get her six covered. I'm a little put out that she's gone--more work for me (and I am SOOO screwed Friday night--I have no second person now), but again, I don't appreciate being put on the spot. I feel sorta guilty, but everyone is assuring me "Faith" brought it on herself for not prepping properly.

I feel better now! ^_^

oops, I lied, no good stuff...towwy
Yeah, since both my job is seriously pulling on my time and since I am looking at moving out of my parents' house some time in Jan., I'm going to be online a lot less. More so and more so until I won't be on at all. I suggest to everyone to learn about good ol' fashioned snail mail, heh, or get some calling cards, because my schedule is getting tighter and tighter. *whimper* On the flip side, I'm finally getting out and getting to know people IRL. *hugs Jamal and Jenna*

Which means that this blog'll peter out, too. But when it's your time to move on...

Enough groaning--enjoy me whilst I last, lol!

And go see Cat in the Hat--I command thee!